phew~

damn long ever since i last blog.

anyone of u miss me?

yup i do miss all of u.

my crazy five girls.

my jies.

my poly gang.

nowadays i somehow only spend time and hang out with my work friends.

going out with them aft work can consider my everyday life already.

having dinner or supper.

chilling out.

chatting.

till late in the midnight.

dont give a damn wat time we are working the next day.

even though we only get to slp less den 4hrs almost everyday.

we oso dont care.

we already used to it liao.

haa.

anyway apit went ns liao.

so our outing aft work might not be as often as b4 i guess?

miss him.

as in miss his irritate-ness.

tats wat i told him b4 he going in.

poor ayu hafta miss him everyday.

well i still do meet up dolly and ken for a drink.

to relax myself.

not to think so much.

de-stress ba.

yup but not too much.

(:

miss the st james session with dolly.

coz jun's dad admited to hospital.

we all went to visit him and jun.

as when she called me she was crying over the phone till very jialat.

worried abt her.

when i say we all aft work go and see her.

she sae not need to be so trouble.

den she kena scold from me.

'friends trouble wat!!'

haa.

=p

but its true lah ah.

i really dunno how to put it in words.

hmm.

having someone to love you is great.

yup i believe everyones noes tat.

wat if at the same time more den one love you?

wat will the suituation be like?

y are they treating me so nice?

wat motives they got?

u see.

last week i got sore eyes.

my eyes got infection by contact lens.

so im not going to wear my lens for time being.

he (im) work overnight.

have not slp yet.

die die wana acc me see doctor when he get to noe tat my eyes go worst.

thanks im.

(:

and today i got sore throat.

i was talking on phone with customer and i cough till very jialat.

he (cheyenne) get someone to buy strepcells for me.

thanks cheyenne.

(:

to say the fact.

both of them claimed tat they like me.

but im's case is more jialat.

i got a feeling tat he like treating me as his gf.

i dont wish history will happen.

i told him sth.

he cried over the phone.

the way we contacting each other is lke under table de lor.

dont wana let ppl noe coz im sure there is ppl will gossip abt it.

i reallie dunno wat to do.

i think its better to hurt ppl rather den getting myself hurt.

but its reallie BAD to hurt ppl.

so how?

hais.

wat can i do?

and cheyenne's case is totally different.

he is like going round the whole store telling ppl.

he even call my workplace mother.

mother-in-law liao.

lols.

i still thinking y he ask me tat qns.

hmm well.

will continue on my next post.